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From The Valley

by Putrid Brew

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1.
Soulless 02:41
This is not the end. I have yet to even dream. My nights are filled with nightmares. My nightmares are filled with me. I can't trust myself, but you can depend on me. I would sacrifice myself, to fulfill your every dream. Why can't I seem to let it go? Suppress it all. Never let it show. So tired of my excuses. Deep down I know they're useless. Seems like just a waste of time pretending everything is fine. I taught you everything that you know. Now here I stand with nothing left to show. A lost kid, with no direction. Basking in this soulless reflection.
2.
The Message 02:09
Living each and everyday for your end. Listen closely now, there is a message to be sent. This is your only life, so live it was your last. Preparing for your death is worse than living in the past. I am free. Body, Soul and Mind. I am free. From these chains they confine. I will not be slaved, only to be saved. My heaven will be found long before my death.
3.
Bastardizers 02:43
Does every good deed come laced an agenda? To nourish the needy just isn't enough. Holy salesmen bearing faith, sold to the children with flies on their face. See the pain in their eyes. The truly hungry will swallow what you feed. Even if its something they don't need. You use this as your ticket to a place in heaven. Using their misfortune for your own gain. For you son, no clean slate. Bastardize a culture. Try to conform a race. See false hope in their eyes. I can see now, you did this for yourself. You did it for yourself. Hand them the book and teach them to pray to a god that let starve each day. Even if what you taught was true, I can see that these people mean nothing to you.
4.
Now I know why we never saw to eye to eye. Just two stubborn men. Never willing to give in. As I grow older. Watch you grow colder. I realize the future promises no prosperity. Witness the heartbreak. Witnessed you letting go. Death knows no remorse. Depression takes the reigns. Said it comes with the name. I've been trying to break this cycle. The harder I push it away. The harder it lands back on me. Anger dwells in my brother. The frustration from my mother. I beg of you please tell me father, when will this end? When will the clouds finally part? When will the rays start shining through on you?
5.
Bed Of Nails 03:25
Take my hand. Stroll through the haze. Where I can show you my darkest days. No angels to guide, no glorious lights. A dingy old room where I spend my nights. Dreaming of who I will never be. Of places I will never see. Get down on myself so pathetically. How would they feel if they exactly how I felt about you? What if I always told the truth? And didn't have to lie to make it through. Maybe then I could look people in the eyes. I feel sick. I feel unworthy of the loved showered overhead. Feeling tense, feeling uneasy. Would rather be alone instead. I swear its not the vanity when I'm smiling in the mirror. I have problems believe that I am still breathing her. DId you know? You had to know that it would turn out this way. Will life ever be the same? Let me rot in this room. On this bed of rusty nails. Will life ever be the same?
6.
Keep Running 02:19
This has been my only constant for the last five years of my life. The only place I could come and let loose, be myself, feel alright. I just keep on giving. Ill just keep giving more. The memories and bonds I've made, are worth the money at the door. You keep whining. Keep shit talking and never contribute a thing. Why does it seem like the honest ones are always the first to get shit on. Am I the only one who sees clearly, knowing there is something wrong. You can call me a try hard. You can call me what you please. But you need something done right, don't come running back to me. I never asked for you respect. I never tried to be "legit". So do me a favour, keep your mouth zipped. Step from your throne. Bow down. I'm making this my own.
7.
Bird Cage 02:56
I am stuck where the rich come to rest and the old simply come to pass. I scale these hills to overlook what I hate. I'm so tired of trying to relate. For my sanity, I leave this behind. Only a close few keep me from losing my mind. Just a bird trapped in an open cage. Afraid to experience the unknown. Relying on the comfort of this place called home. Walking same streets night after night. Look into the sky knowing this cant be life. No amount of valley sunshine will illuminate this smile of mine. In this town of wealth and greed, I find nothing that I need.
8.
Look me in the eyes. Pretend you know me. Cowardice vulture. Shitting where he sleep. Treating humans like carcass to feed. Fly back to the mountains of bone that you've been piling up. Foulest of fowl, your time is up. Fresh graves dug deep. Secrets to keep. Devil's spade in hand. Carry out the plan. Look me in the eyes. Pretend you know me. Conniving snake leaves his skin behind. Putrid Brew - Infecting mankind.

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This album was released as a tape by Mind Melt Ent.

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released April 20, 2010

Recorded and Mixed by Matt Kelly in Kelowna BC.

Vocals: Lindsay Allen
Guitars: Derrek Traxel and Jesse Neuls
Bass: Daniel Tingstad
Drums: Tyler Ryckman

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